My goal for 2013 was patience. I needed to cede control for the things that were not mine to direct, because the anger and resentment were building. Patience has been hard. Ceding control was quite a process since it took me nearly all year to realize that it was my own failure to cede control that was making myself and everyone around me miserable and the resentment was like lava bubbling inside me and pouring out in waves on the people closest to me. I finally opened my eyes and realized what was happening, promptly took some self-care action, and have made massive improvements in my mood and my relationships since then.
I feel like I'm really trying. And Universe, I thank you for that. I really do. Today I am saying thank you, as I do most days, and I am also acknowledging that we really need some guidance in the coming days. There is a person in my life that desperately needs a sign or a road map or a door or window opening and I am asking for something along those lines. I can't do anything to make this happen so I have been trusting that the right thing will come, but we're reaching a critical time and just really am asking for some little thing to let us know that we're going to be OK. I'd really appreciate it.